Mar. 15th, 2006

linaewen: (Boromir sad)
I thought I was sick yesterday, as I was feeling pretty limp all day -- even a two hour nap barely took the edge off it. But I think it was not really being sick, it was actually stress over a number of things I hadn't realized were weighing on me, plus being concerned for [profile] boriel, feeling discouraged at the changes that are taking place in Pakistan, and lack of sleep catching up with me.

Hubby's wrapping things up over in Pakistan, he'll be back in 10 days. I miss him a lot, can't seem to concentrate on anything except checking email to see if he's written and I'm not getting things done I need to here, because I can't seem to apply myself. I get bugged by him interrupting me when he's here -- now I have no interruptions and it's tons worse!


I'm still trying to decide on the stuff I want Hubby to bring back.  It's almost like having to choose which child you love better in some ways!  ;-)  And I have to ask myself, is it worth hauling stuff back here where we have no room to store it?  I think it is, because I'm tired of not having my things with me.  But Hubby's running out of time and room to pack.  At least there is the option of another trip to Pakistan in the future, so that anything he can't bring now can continue to be stored until later.  But I was hoping to have it dealt with so I wouldn't have this half-here, half-there sort of feeling.  :-/

And one more thing -- I can't write a Boromir chapter to save my life!  I just can't concentrate on it, even though I have all the facts and exactly what I want to write about right here before me.  Frustrating, ugh!  It's been so long since I wrote anything, everyone must have forgotten about him, including me.

All this hassle and discouragement is just temporary, I know, and I'm doing what I can to get over it -- praying, looking on the bright side, sharing my burden and trying to baby myself.  I just wish my physical well-being wasn't so in tune to my mood!  :-D

Thanks for listening, my dears!


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